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blackchai
is in love and missing :.
Artist
Canada
Current Residence: this place away from him
Favourite photographer: elisa lazo . craig cowling
Skin of choice: his on mine.
Personal Quote: i'm an echo of water, a thicket of stars and a fish living in a plastic moon.
Interests
listening to: naomi carmack

i decided i'd try and wait up for mibi tonight.
rather then toss and turn in my bed for several hours,
then get up and shower--brush my teeth--eat grapefruit--drink tea.

e t c e t e r a.

but i don't know if i can pull it off.
i haven't been sleeping well the last several nights.
i've got alot of bullshit raping my mind.
and despite constant "talks" from my relatively and extremely
close friends..i'm finding it difficult to not be sad..annoyed..hurt.
eve is feeling the weight of the universe weighing her down.
too many things--all at once.
eve + stress = seriously fucked up.
or more so, just extremely pissed, annoyed, weepy..etc.

.: s h r u g :.

life is full of incredibly trite, pathetic and ridiculous situations.
chalk it up to expierence right? maybe.
or...just do what i did today.
use a photo-copy machine and alot of stamps. heh. and other stuff.
but if i shared that part--i'd be disclosing vital information that at
this time is only attainable by the love of my life, mibi.

my heart hurt's.
if anyone know's a remedy for missing the person you love.
i'd greatly appreciate the recipe. at this point, valium and rooibo tea
is just not cutting it. *pout*

im out :.
love
~e

ps. for mibs:
i keep listening to the cd's you made us.
over and over like a broken cd player on skip--or
repeat, or something. i'm glad you made more then one. :heart:

hehehe.

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:iconidiotsavant:
idiotsavant Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2008
When are we getting married and you have a dozen of my kids?
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:iconlemontea:
lemontea Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2008
Have a good 2008! :)
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:iconstardusk:
stardusk Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2004
:aww: hello
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:iconthelambofgod:
thelambofgod Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2004   Writer
i was waiting for you on AIM, but you never came back to speak and now i'm a sad, drunk cucumber.
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:iconthelambofgod:
thelambofgod Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2004   Writer
you signed off when we were talking :(
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:iconwicked-eve:
wicked-eve Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2004
sorry mica hon, i must of had something going on.
my bad..:hug:
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:iconthelambofgod:
thelambofgod Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2004   Writer
apparently you passed out or something. you seemed pretty out of it
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:iconwicked-eve:
wicked-eve Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2004
:worry: yea, i ended up kissing porceline the next morning.
read my lj once and awhile, eh mica!! :p

:hug:
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:iconchezza-t18:
chezza-t18 Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2004
*sighs*

ahh - kudos to the lady in love. :giggle:
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:iconstardusk:
stardusk Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2004
hello to the alter-ego of ms black..

:salute:

much love ma sista! :heart:
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