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blackchai

is in love and missing :.
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  • Canada
  • Deviant for 19 years
  • She / Her
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Llama: Llamas are awesome! (2)
My Bio
Current Residence: this place away from him
Favourite photographer: elisa lazo . craig cowling
Skin of choice: his on mine.
Personal Quote: i'm an echo of water, a thicket of stars and a fish living in a plastic moon.

Favourite Movies
ichi the killer . cabin fever . the secret window . harmful insect
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
portishead . mazzy star . zero 7 . prefuse 73 . etcetera.
Favourite Writers
bachman . plath . rilke . hill
Tools of the Trade
my hands . messy stuff . my heart
Other Interests
my mibi . politics . feminism . art . trees . music . grapefruit . tea
listening to: naomi carmack i decided i'd try and wait up for mibi (https://www.deviantart.com/mibi) tonight. rather then toss and turn in my bed for several hours, then get up and shower--brush my teeth--eat grapefruit--drink tea. e t c e t e r a. but i don't know if i can pull it off. i haven't been sleeping well the last several nights. i've got alot of bullshit raping my mind. and despite constant "talks" from my relatively and extremely close friends..i'm finding it difficult to not be sad..annoyed..hurt. eve is feeling the weight of the universe weighing her down. too many things--all at once. eve + stress = seriously fucked up. or more so, just extre
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listening to: squarepusher - venus no. 17 mood: :cling: missing: mibi (https://www.deviantart.com/mibi), like crazy. :heart: . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . today was long. i sent things today. my son started school today. i talked to someone i love, today--briefly. i spent time with my "lil brother" vain-vacant (https://www.deviantart.com/vain-vacant) tonight. i feel better having had a conversation about "realistic situations" and matter's of the heart. (thank you matty). if i upload nothing but photo's--sorry--for awhile.. i sorry + im dealing with soo much shit atm, i have very little time for art, or even concentration. .:le sigh:. but i'm going to attempt s
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listening to: portishead mood: :brainless: missing: mibi (https://www.deviantart.com/mibi), like crazy. :heart: . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . sorry for the many updates, omg--boredom ensues. i dyed my hair..it is bright pink..the more i stare at it the more i like it better then the first time i did it. (i hope it doesn't wash out too quickly this time). i miss my baby. im cold. i hate..stuff. ps. go give lemontea (https://www.deviantart.com/lemontea) some love, he lost his # sign today..oh the attrocities of da, stealing the dignity of the mighty lemontea. how dareth they. har har. :heart: . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . :iconm
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When are we getting married and you have a dozen of my kids?
Have a good 2008! :)
i was waiting for you on AIM, but you never came back to speak and now i'm a sad, drunk cucumber.
you signed off when we were talking :(
sorry mica hon, i must of had something going on.
my bad..:hug:
apparently you passed out or something. you seemed pretty out of it